so sexeh



there's something about photographs of good looking girls smoking that really catches my eye, perhaps its the fact that it makes me crave smoking or the mass of smoke that seeps through their mouths, alluring, provocative yet villainous.




currently listening to my dad having a full-on conversation with my cat...

watched gangs of new york with my dad last night, love that film so muchh! very upset that i missed practically half of the leonardo season on film 4 though. today i must take my mum shopping to be a good daughter and a good citizen, i suspect that this is her way of getting a free lift- or to blackmail me into living with her (as she knows clothes are my strongest weakness), however i can't deny that i need new clothes for holiday/summer. i told my dad i'd hand out a few cv's today but i really cant be arseeeeeed, so instead i will shop then party. tonight im going to charlas birthday shindig, no idea what to wear- im thinking maxi and gladiators, but that is so predictable.





a favourite of hedi slimane







p.s.

any animal that doesn't like belly rubs is weird

this would be an ideal profession


i've missed england so much!

im finally home from the holiday from hell week in spain- don't get me wrong the weather was lovely and so were the people but the accommodation, well thats another story by itself. there were ants everywhere...no hot water...no electricity for the first two days and the four of us (james em sara and me) got the smallest apartment apposed to rosie and mikey who got 3 double bedrooms to themselves? now wheres the sense in that! oh and the holiday representative who was supposed to look after us was a complete and utter bitch and looked like that prick from americas next top model cycle five.. brandy? (gap toothed bitch) haha. for some reason i had it in my head that this was supposed to be a clubby friends holiday, goin out every night- being hungover all day, lounging around in the sun.... but it was the complete opposite. everyone just got angry at each other, me included. although the photos taken of the holiday present it as a carefree fun experience, it was quite the opposite. one night we were going to Durquesa because it was apparently the best place to be, we got there at around midnight expecting clubs and bars full of people our age, but there was still little kids running around everywhere and families everywhere we turned. we ended up wasting even more money getting yet another taxi to a place called este pona, expecting a better nightlife and less drama. much to our surprise there was a huge fairground there instead! no alcohol, no fitties for emily to pounce on.. just spanish families running amok, i was very disappointed. the pre lash was a lot more fun than the actual event !

i'm just glad i'm home with my cats and tom and my silver bullet :)

two posts a day keeps the doctor away !

im starting to hate school. today almost every teacher in the art department came up to me at different points of the day just to have a go at me for:
1. not wanting to pay 490 quid to go to Barcelona for FOUR DAYS!
2. maybe changing schools
3. bunking
4. not buying a ruddy sketchbook yet

if they were free like every other book in the school then this wouldn't be an issue would it!!!
oh well, at least i have my passport sorted now so i can jet off to spain on monday for a week, but for certain when i get back i will be hated to the maximum amount, hurray!



p.s. i miss gee liz and bex :'(








and generally last year!

if you like...

crime books or stories about sexual violence....
YOU'LL LOVE THIS






honestly one of the best books i've read in a while. normally i hate this sort of thing due to the plots being far too far-fetched or the lack of empirical evidence thats gone into making the book, but behold- this book is the autobiography of Paul Britton, one of the foremost offender profilers in the world. What he searches for at the scene of a crime are not fingerprints, fibres or blood stains, he looks for the "mind trace" left behind by those responsible, the psychological characteristics that can help the police to identify and understand the nature of the perpetrator. And check this out!- this guy has helped in over 100 cases over Britain. You've probably heard of most of them.... the frederick west case, the one where him and his freakish wife killed over 15 young women including their own children! and the rachel nickell case, the one where she got stabbed 49 times on wimbledon common, in broad daylight, infront of her son.

im not tryna promote this book in any way but it certainly helped to open my eyes and look at the world in a more realistic way... just dont read it before you go to bed otherwise you won't be able to sleep for a while !