i find myself losing track of time, today has been one of those days, a write off. It frustrates me when i look back on a day and there are no accomplishments or moments of pride, i cleaned my room? I guess that doesn't count as a moment of pride though! I need something new and exciting to happen to me! Help me escape from this humdrum existence i've been living in for the past few weeks! Gawwwd i am getting so sick of school, today i was actually sick but most of the time i just can't even bring myself to go. The things i used to love about it i have grown to hate and the subjects i used to look forward to, i now dread. Art has become a lesson i'd rather miss, my lack of passion has caused me to go the complete opposite way and become a bit of a 'rebel'! I never used to ditch school as much as i do now, no where neaaar but i am sooooo sick of being treated like a baby (as cliche as that sounds) This easter has been a long and boring one, but if anything i'd prefer to be off right now!
going to give my cv into village hall tonight, liz is also coming round to get all her shit which im kinda looking forward to, feels like months since we actually hung out.
On a LIGHTER note! the royal wedding is tomorrow and i am so excited! still don't know if i'm going to go to london or just stay home with a thousand kids running around my toes, either way i will be doing it in style! pearls and all. I intend to look as quintessentially British as possible.
Lets cross our fingers that this royal marriage will last (Y)
going to give my cv into village hall tonight, liz is also coming round to get all her shit which im kinda looking forward to, feels like months since we actually hung out.
On a LIGHTER note! the royal wedding is tomorrow and i am so excited! still don't know if i'm going to go to london or just stay home with a thousand kids running around my toes, either way i will be doing it in style! pearls and all. I intend to look as quintessentially British as possible.
Lets cross our fingers that this royal marriage will last (Y)
i cant wait for summer, the denim jackets are comin out and things are gonna change. fingers crossed i dont fuck up my exams and this time next year i will be in birmingham ! i cannot wait. On another note, the last two weekends have been the best by far for some time, havent been so drunk like that in a loooong time!
im looking forward to more nights like this to come.
I've also decided to go on a diet, i'm not obese but im definitely needing to shed a few pounds, i always feel more comfortably with myself when im a lil bit thinner, not like nicole richie thinner but ya know what i mean.
my aim is to get back to a size 8 before summer! i am gonna try my hardest to make this wish come truuue.
things that have made my day
i'm currently doing my exam work for both art and photography, the title is exploration and discovery.. which isn't too bad, better than last years at least! anyway im gonna do exploration of the mind, in terms of dreams...nightmares... that sort of thing
and who better to look at than Tim Walker, love him!
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